There is a war between the kisses I get and the one

I WANT. MY Relationship with Raul is like a bird telling another bird not to fly too high 'cuz you might get smack. I want passionate kisses, but I always get some kisses on the forehead. I feel like he wants to punish me forever but maybe soon I might be kissing on the forehead my own flesh and blood. Why Raul wants my total fidelity. He said no more SEX with anybody for at least six months in order for us to start a more friendly relationship. I guess is the only way for me to regain whatever purity I might have. Yak!!! I guess its okay but I don't like it a bit. This good thing is giving me headache. :)