Saturday, July 14, 2007
Revenge against all the bitches in my house :)
I need a time out. I really did not like what "they" did to me. I guess in a way their treatment always made me feel like noone can love me, and its reciprocal; i cannot love anybody back either. Everytime, I try to love someone and i get lied to then, i find the way to hurt them. It justs makes me feel better, but eventually I hurt my self for having some type of relief in my own "home Pains" out of making people suffer. Eveytime, I make someone cry; I get the strange illusion that maybe i would feel better if it was my family crying, but its not and so I feel no remorse. Then, I get depressed but never guilty. One example Raul called me today and pretend to see him but i left him there standing there. I saw his face, but i felt nothing. I turned my back and I felt like I have a fever and my hands were sweating. I told myself I shoudnot have let him waiting like an idiot but thats what they did to me that what i do now. My friendship with Raul is over because from now on i would only hurt him is better if he goes away.
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I'm in love with the new collection of Charlotte Tilbury
Contour duos and airbrush bronzer and the sun-kissed glow bronzer
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I have been condemned to wait for something that was once mine and i'm pretty sure it will never come back sad..........;(
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Contour duos and airbrush bronzer and the sun-kissed glow bronzer
2 comments:
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hey
being jilted or betrayed by frens is not the end of the world...it happens to all ..it is jus tht sum ppl are so used to being swated tht they bear the brunt a bit more maturely..point is u shud jus move on...gud n trustworthy frens are silent presences..they will not cry on top of their voice n beckon u..but u will get the feel...provided u shed ur " everyone is a rascal" ..point of view...put on a different kinda specs...be rational n i m sure u will emerge happy..
wishes
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